Life never been easy ..
As much as i am happy with my job ,
As much as i am happy with my life ,
deep inside , i am tormented , disappointed .
i tried to look at things from different perspectives .
but it turns out deadlock , cannot find a way out .
back to square one , back to the old idea that i had in mind .
i know it is never someone's job to please everyone .
it is not mine either .
but that's what i do best .
well, at least that's what i think i could do best .
i never put hope , because i know , at the end i would end up being sad .
but sometimes , i have to admit , i am not perfect .
i somewhat put hope , and of course i could expect the outcome .
so now i am in the state of overcoming the outcome .
be strong and do not lose faith
that is what i keep telling myself .
they say, just chill up and you will be happy.
well i chill up every time, i am happy on the outside .
but inside , i don't think people would understand.
when we don't complain ,
people think we are okay with everything .
but they don't know, we keep our mouth shut
because we know , if we do complain ,
nothing will change , NOTHING .
because that's life .
you wont get what you want .